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current location : mama's aka maklong's hse
reason: enjoying my 4 days holiday :) but its ending :(
i ave tons to tell, like how i BUMPED to certain ppls :D
but the reason i wanted to online from all the busy-ness of aving fun with them :D
is THIS


"Stroke her ego, Stroke her fire"


its a piece of an article from Men's Health. haha blame ABG DWAN FOR THIS, he bought the mag

seriously, i really like the article haha :D let me read few notes dat is important for me or some GUYS i noe :D, kan kan? :) i miss u mickey :)



DINNERS with friends
your strategy; brag about her.
"By showing public admiration for her or her accomplishments, you raise her social capital"
shw her that you consider yourself lucky to be in her league
your move; follow up with a more personal, related compliment when you're alone with her.

"If you don't compliment her in private, she can perceive your public bragging as just showing off what a good boyfriend or husband you are"



YOU'RE stumped by problem
your strategy; ask her opinion, not advice.
"She's more likely to tell you what she thinks than to give you advice"
"If you ask for her advice,she's going to feel maternal,which isn't very SEXY"
your move; use words like 'opinion', 'feel', and 'think'.

"Even asking 'What do you think I shud do?' is better than, 'Tell me what to do'. "
it validates her opinions and reinforces her confidence in your bond.



She's totally wrong
your strategy; NEVER agree to disagree.
women are more likely to resolve conflict through collaboration than men are.
"Agreeing to disagree shuts down the communication process and never resolves a thing"

"the less comfortable she feels communicating, the lesst confident she'll feel about the relationship"

your move; ask nonjudgemental questions like
"Why do you think that?" or
"Have you thought of it this way?"
it shows respect for her intellect and decisions and she'll be more likely to share her thoughts.


Next to her in a car
your strategy; silence but touch her nonsexually.
women are more satisfied with their relationships when their partners are physically affectionate in a nonerotic manner.

"This kind of physical affection makes a woman feel wanted for more than just her body - which,ironically makes her feel sexy."


She's feeling good
your strategy; make it up to her.
Huh? you aren't in trouble - so it's the ideal time to fix a past mistakes. a woman questions your sincerity when you take action to remedy a problem thats fresh in her mind.

"She'll appreciate your efforts to make her happy much more when she's already in a good mood."
your move; "think about what your last few fights were about, Tailor your behavior as if you were trying to make up for that."



haha
byk sgt info?
saya ni gedik sgt bg tips kepada laki?
what?
knowledge has to be shared,
klu x mcm pokok yang xde nilai :)

tribute to Men's Health

well i don't fancy mag, but we can't judge a book by its cover.
and that also applies to humans being.
so yeah, i'm glad i read it before i speculate so many conclusions since i don't like the cover model. haha XD
what? he's just not my type la
so he has abs? so what? haha
saya masih nk laki mcm TU jugak. eh bukan, bukan laki mcm tu. mcm TU *pointing at him*
:)

ATOK PERASAN :D haha
oh i vow when i got back from maklong's hse, i'm going to post ur pic haha,
'abg' atok keje kat... um ops! itu rahsia kan atok? :D
xpe, lps ni xde rahsia lagi dah haha
and betul2 lawak sgt mlm tu :)
but sushi king tetap THE BEST :)

but i'll online once i lepas rindu dgn game
ugh, i'm missing my ps2
but sim2 never FAILS ME :D
haha jojot! shower baru tu hot la, leh tgk org mandi tu XD haha
i really can't wait for another sleepover :)

notes; i'm sick and tired of ppl asking me whether i'm fine or not, get the fact straight lil missy and mister dude, i'm not ok, but i DON'T CARE. get that?

- she said she's gonna see me once she came back straight from perlis, i called but no one answered the phone. so JANJI TINGGAL JANJI JE KAN SKRG? pfft dh AGAK DAH

- kesakitan yang saya alami tak kan ada sesiapa yang fahami, so don't come and tell to my face that 'i understand how you feel' when you don't have an EFFING idea how i really feel.

- jangan bandingkan hidup aku dgn hidup kau. hidup aku, hidup aku. hidup ayah dan mak aku, itu hidup mereka. hidup kau, HIDUP KAU. jadi, klu ape2 terjadi, aku akn tetap tolong kau.
tpi jgn ingat kau lebih hebat dari aku dan terlalu ego untuk melihat aku walaupun dgn sebelah mata setelah kau naik giler2 setelah aku tolong ko. AKU X KISAH, sebab aku tau, ko akn jatuh jugak akhirnya dan merangkak kat aku mintak tolong. and the circle of life goes on cause i'm just too NAIVE help u up again. and u'll walk away AGAIN.

- saya tak kaya, mak ayah saya yang kaya. mmg saya bangga, tpi itu harta, bukan HARTA SAYA. ada faham? saya hanya menumpang. klupun gelaran ada, adakah itu melambangkan pemikiran seseorg tu, kebaikan dia? dan dosa pahalanya? x kan? so DON'T ever call me the spoiled rich girl, cause i'm not. i don't ask money from them, but i EARN THEM on my own. and NOT FROM THEM. not anymore. so jangan kau ckp aku boleh dpt apa2 saje. sebab tak pernah dlm seumur hidup aku, aku meminta! dan aku xkn dpt!

so mr H, siap kau klu ko ckp mcm tu lagi
akn ku cilikan mulutmu!

- tak puas hati? ckp straightforward, takyah perli2. takyah berselindung. sebab saya x terasa langsung. saya hanya akn terasa biler awak betul2 ckp terusterang. itu pun belum tentu lagi.
dn kau ingat dri perbuatan kau tau, aku akn sedih? aku akn menangis mata darah?
PLS, i'm sick and EFFING TIRED OF THIS. i'm too numb to be emotional.

- kenapa ek? dlm bulan ni je, dh byk laki cube sakitkn ati aku. kan farah dh ckp dh jot... susah dh nk jumpe laki mcm dlm cite "Let the Love begin". SUSAH SGT.
susah nk jumpe laki yg betul2 JUJUR dan IKHLAS. and plss, pls don't say that you love me, when you don't even noe what is love. plsss, i feel like puking when u say dat three words..


"cinta itu x buta, hanya kita je yang membutai hati kita dgn cinta, dengan itu minda kita TERPESONG."

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25/1/09


woke up at 8 because i slept at 3 in the morning
being poked to get ready to go to SUNGAI PETANI, our OL' hometown :)
daddy asked to just prepared few clothes just in case we plan to stay one night there
but it end up becoming a one day trip
why? sebab daddy x dpt ajak kaki2 yg cukup utk men golf
haha he is SO dissapointed and moody rite now

reason we went to sungai petani is because there was a wedding
hafizah&saiful

aka KAK JAJA
anak paklong maklong

um jap ape pertalian dier dgn family kite balik?
haha
boleh blur plak
um i'll get back to u on that
its kinda blurry and confusing even if i tell u
ye la, MAK AYAH KAWEN CUZIN. mana tak nyer. haha
saje je ambik opportunity nk tulis tu X)

anyway,
fact of LIFE: islam tak MENGHARAMKAN perkahwinan antara sepupu
namun IA tidak MENGGALAKKAN
science fact: an unhealthy baby will be BORN
namun itu kehendak Allah S.W.T. kan?
oh and lagi satu, keturunan x mengembang
hem.. well enjoy if this is something new to you :)

oh oh! sebelum ape2,
saya nk ucapkan HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MIYO! :D
i'm really sorry but, these days i'v been SO BUSY that i don't have the time to update my blog
and esok pon xde kt rumah jugak
wee sungguh outgoing saya bulan ni :D
tpi duit sudah pokai huhu X(

jap jap! back to my wish hehe :D
semoga KAMU berbahagia, success slalu and dimurahkan rezeki
ku doakan kamu sejahtera dan dipemudahkan segala urusan biar semuanya berjalan dgn LANCAR :)
amiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin... *with hands action*

and hadiah, biler kite jumpe tau! miyo janji :)



masa kt wedding arini, jumpe cuzin2 ku yang KU SAYANG BANGAT :)
betul jot, best sgt. rasa mcm masa dulu2. kite sume berkumpul and sume org berborak as a family.
and yes, mmg farah SEDIH SGT :(
farah nk memori itu bukan lagi MEMORI, tetapi REALITI :(

kenapa semua kena berpecah :(

so anyway,
saya nk listkn je ape yg berlaku arini. dh penat sebab dh kul 5 pagi dh ni.

*saya menyanyi duet dgn ABG DWAN pd wedding ari ni, mendapat pelbgi pujian and satu BAKUL bunga, haha mmg sengal cuzin2 saya yang jauh XD oh ps; lagu MY HEART :( sungguh menghayatkan :)

*saya dikenali ramai, tpi saya sendiri x kenali siapa yang tegur saya ari ni XD

*and ada makcik ni nk book saya sebagai menantu dia. saya x tau kenapa tpi kebelakangan ni, bukan shj mama dgn daddy, tpi RAMAI sgt org ckp psl kahwin dgn saya. um.. mmg lps abeh spm, jadi camni ek? 0_0 haha

*tomboy fasya? dh xde dh.. atok mamak kata saya sudah ''gadeh gadeh" :) maksud nyer anak gadis :)
fact: saya orang 3/4 minang dn selebihnye bangkahulu :)

*oh oh! dn seluruh CUZIN SAYA SUDAH TAU SAYA bekerja :)
and jot! pls tolong jgn kutuk. x baik tau :( but i don't care. saya SYG awak jugak :)

*tarian POCO POCO best :D

*i FEEL the BOND is getting stronger between me and my CUZINS and even the one dat is not CLOSE to my family :)

*daddy POTONG KERETA TU! wohooo! woot woot! tolong la, baru naik keta gen2 nk poyo2 kt jlnraya, kami sempat lgi bg flying kiss kt abg BODOH tu haha. bwk la laju2, smpi 180 je, kami boleh smpi 220 :), secretly i pray for an accident awaits him. biarlah, karma :) PFW 9161 sungguh bodoh :D, ye saya sempat ambik nombor plat dia :)
and we're not being a reckless driver. its just those BOZOS keep tailing us and flashing their lights.
trust me, when u ave a car and u are officially called a driver, u'd understand :)

*dlm bulan ni, dh 4 org laki yg menggunakan pickup line YANG SAMA
"cutenyer awak ni. awak ni ceria je saya tgk. x berkepunyaan ke"

3 boys used it in malay, and one of it was in english. well jason used it in a good way. haha
giler buyers XD. but its true. jason is very nice :)
but back to my main point, i just can't be bothered with this crap anymore -_-"
mulut pndi bermanis, tpi OMONG KOSONG. abg herry jugak yang baik :)

yg PALING xleh bla "awk lawa la. klu x lawa, saya xkn mintak syaza ambik no. phone awak"

tak ke terang2an tu? :)
LELAKI kebykan nyer zmn skrg sungguh memilih yg LAWA SAJE
sorry atok, saya bukan menjadi prejudis. cume ckp KEBYKN je :)

haha DEFINITELY reject dulu babe ;)
if looks really dat important to you, then sile2 kan lah keluar dari gelanggang permainan fasya

Walk a mile in my shoes
Do me right or I'm through
Can't you see that
If you wanna stay around (I’m telling you)
You’ve got to figure me out
Take your time or you lose
This is my game, my rules
And I can see, obviously,
Baby You don't know
What It's like to be me

:)
um rasa mcm pjg sgt je post ni
and sedangkan byk lagi nk cite :)
tu la, sibuk sgt XD
aduh dh kul 5.30 pg la..
x tido aku. haha
xpe la, kt dlm keta dh tido XD
itu la ape yg akn terjadi biler kite terlalu BORED di dlm kereta
oh well

till then
take care everybody
cause life is too short to be uncaring :D
don't take life seriously,
its not permanent :)

notes:oh, perjlnn pada ari ni, mengingatkan kenangan saya semasa saya duduk kt alor setar
slalu balik selayang memakan masa selama 4 hingga 5 jam :)
oh well...

"fikiran manusia semakin kolot dimakan dengan perasaan sendiri"

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Monday, January 26, 2009 4:49 AM
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saya DAH AGAK
haha masih x lepas lagi seyh XD

bukan ape ar kan, tpi sebelum ari tu pon dh agak dah
dh agak ape?
ado ar ;)
haha
bukan nya menyesal or x puas ati ke ape ar kan
like i told myself before, i wat bende tu IKHLAS
x mintak balasan LANGSUNG

klu x, aku akn terhegeh2 bagitau semua org la
the thing is, everything i did has been just top OFF by other ppl
waste of time?
nah
just feel like i'm not worth it

the fact that i knew this WUD HAPPEN
i mean, i'm getting USED to it
i go through it EVERY SINGLE DAY
hem xpe la
menangis x gune, mengeluh membuang masa
so?
just smile and walk away
haiya... :)

new fact: taken by syyrul's old post but improvised and the truth about me;
i will never be at the TOP of the list
and apparently what i can really see
and feel
i was NEVER IN THE LIST

ps; thank you for making me feel like i WAS really an IMPORTANT person
in the end, all this while, i wasn't really THAT IMPORTANT
i never WAS

the 10th time my friends makes me feel like i'm
with my own family
which is a BAD THING
why?
cause my family doesn't really GIVE A DAMN about me
dats y if i ever say ur just like my mom
dats BAD ISSUE babeh


miss unfortunatey
farah hoot hoot! :)

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Friday, January 23, 2009 9:32 AM
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ok saya mmg terlalu rajin utk ltk satu lagu dlm setiap post saya
haha
oh well
it IS my blog anyway

oh btw, welcome to blogging mr Z :)

ok back to my post.
there's like 4 or 5 songs no matter how old they are, they still makes my heart go all butterfly wee haha
its like ur heart is being ripped out slowly
and your eyes are burning and it feels like its gonna cry but you just hold it DEEEP down

wooot!
- how do i live without you; leann rimes
- unbreak my heart; toni braxton
- i'll be right here waiting; max sumfing, haha i forgot. but i swear, this song GILER hit the spot

but what really knocks me,

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take

damn,
fyi i listened to these songs when i was working
wee my first day
giler lawak
kenapa?
sebab planning xkn bertembung dgn sape2
and ingat ramai xkn tahu, so buat pe bagitau?

in the end, sepandai2 tupai melompat, jatuh ke tanah jua akhirnya XD

zafdilaryanayeenikhwanaidi etc

terima kasih kerana menegur XD

ok, ramai yg tanya, keje berbaloi?
berapa gaji?
full time? part time?
how many hours?

to be honest with you, rite now, i'm just a part timer; only for 4 hours
for one day with dat 4 hours, i can get like rm15 :)
so mari kite darab wee
klu sebulan dpt rm450 :)
4 hours je :)

susah? x susah. mcm wat keje kt umah :)
i guess one month yg i sacrifice giler2 smpi bdn sakit lebam2 berbaloi :)

and saya bangga

"ada seorg masuk sehari je, esok nya sudah tidak mahu" *indonesia dialect*

:D

for now, i can only remember names of 5 ppls
-mr chris ; my supervisor
-kapten jamil; my mentor :)
-abg harry; my lookout XD
-abg john; my advisor :D
- and mr tes; my small but BIG bos haha, his small yet he's the BIGO bosso :D

well as u can see, sume nyer laki kan?
well mmg pon!
i sorg je pompuan kt situ!

takut? agak la :D
but they're very nice ppl la :)

at first i tot that xkn ada full house
tgk2 biler tghhari menjelma
fuh! 8D

ok, mungkin ramai dh boleh teka apa keje i :)
but what do i care
as long as i got a job
and MONEY MONEY MONEY :D

wee sebenarnyer byk nk ckp, tpi terlalu penat
sebab semalam x cukup tido
n then bgn awal
tu la, pdn muke XD

oh oh!
thank god i ave adapt myself ever since i was a child easily socialize and
thank you daddy, atas ajaran daddy sejak kecik
itu di kanan, dan itu di kiri :)

ok, saya rasa muke saya dh cramped sebab byk sgt senyum and gelak dgn diorg haha XD

and and, abg kt Famous Thai masih ingat saya lagi :)
wee mkn lunch bersama! :D

btw, lps chinese new year
they still need more staff
so siapa yang berminat, sile2 kan lah
berbaloi :D
seperti zafira ckp :D

notes;

-i'm still in the operation "Persuading mama daddy For Full Time"

-saya dpt rasakan ramai org tgh kutuk saya skrg, but i don't care :)

-ayeeeeen!!!! :)

-saya masih lagi terasa atas apa yang terjadi semalam, x tau nape... :/
mybe cause i realize, i'm just not worth it anymore?
hem...dh la... i'm so tired..

-alil appreciation doesn't hurt does it? and does it really kills you to smile?

arrrgh! CRAMPED CRAMPED CRAMPED
ps; Blacker Than A Rose
Gentle As A Kick
Thats The Way It Goes
I'm Everything You Never Gonna Need
But If You Need To Know
It's Bitter And it's Sweet
I Didn't Mean To Hurt You
Or Disappoint You
Can't Tell If I Tried To Warn You
But Your Not Giving In Are You


a guy can look even much cooler if they don't start picking on a gurl
we're humans
we have feelings
so shut ur crap mouth
and start saying something meaningful
tak boleh kah?

bodoh, MIANG

~hostess fasya :)

oh oh! kamu yg fikir bukan2! saya x horny, lol -_-"
warning, zaki's other alterego is out -_-"

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" you're a bad LIAR"

pffft
.....crap..... am i really that hollow? haiya..
of all ppl..
oh well, i guess dat deserve like an honourary position kot XD


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my bro's been telling me like 5 months ago to listen to this one indie band
he said since i like the song called "stay" by estrella
i might like one of the band from uitm
i'm REALLY shock
to know that this band vocalist is actually is my brother's SENPAI
they always perform at uitm for free
KEJAM, along suka x ajak ke tmpt yg best2 X(

what really IMPRESSED me is dat the band vocalist is a girl
no, a girl doesn't surprises me dat much haha
it was the fact she wears SCARF :)

ok the second person that wears scarf and went into music industry
first it was a girl who is a fashion designer

awesome :)

maybe ramai yg xleh terima ni, ada yang masih kutuk2 actlly
but for me, standing up for our rights are so AWESOME *saluting*

now i don't have to feel scare or intimidate, not dat i am XD haha

and rite now, i am totally BROKE
wee thank God i got a job
no, i'm not gonna tell u
haha

you will see me when you see me :)

what bothers me rite now is persuading my parents in letting me taking full time cause' it really isn't worth it taking part time only.
sengal, how i wish i cud BE FREE

ok, bukan x grateful dibenarkan keje ( itu pun selepas memujuk GILER2 )
but the thing is, it really isn't WORTH IT
its not that far, and then my brother lak xnk cooperate
sengal, bukannyer xleh ambik aku mlm2
bukannya dia ada kelas mlm
pikir DATING JE
eyh! biler ko kawen nnti, dating la puas2!
geeeeez!

not to mention, my mom is paying him to take care of my transportation
shoot, times like this how i wish my license can be speed up!



btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAD ZAKI BIN AHMAD ZUBER

enough said.

ps: it REALLY wasn't everything that i wish for you, so i'm SORRY
wtv it is, i hope and wish you all the best and happiness of the world
enjoy
and sorry if i messed it up
i'm sure things will work out for you somehow

notes;

-dis is not just me, everybody said the SAME DAMN THING; my brother is aving a MOOD swing. pfft BYK LA 0_0

-my parents hate me growing up cause it makes them feel old
but they don't like me sitting around playing games and onlining as if i'm a kid dat has no life.
probably dats y my dad ask me where do i want to work at first 0_0

-saya kene PAKSA jugak diri saya tido mlm ini, sebab esok kene bgn awal haha

-saya hutang kak aneez satu kek secret recipe, sebab dia jeles saya beli utk org lain. haha XD
"nape bagi whole! at least ambik la satu slice utk akak! choc mud cake sedap plak!!!"
HAHA XD

-saya akn nmpk pelik pki baju kerja nnti 0_0
i am already ugly, plus with the code uniform, definitely HUMONGOUS ugly haha


ps; "and its hard to tell if you ever want to remember this,
and its hard cause you don't come around anymore,
my heart never felt the same like i did before"

give me strength to believe in
something i could hold on to
because those nightmares seems to haunt me even when i'm awake
all i know
is dat nothing seems rite
and all dis questions seem to have empty answer

mickey, are we really FOOLING ourselves?
dude, pls call me
anybody? pls.. cause my hands seems too short to reach you guys out
*fasya*

jot, that hero is still buried la. camne ni :/
oh well... :|

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miyo asked to find the chords for this song.
i didn't really know it at first but after he sang the chorus, i remembered what song was it.


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It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still holding on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met, it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on


So If you're feelin' lonely, don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me
This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do

Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough
I'm still holdin' on, You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights, ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'..
.


i swear, this song makes me cry
but then again, these tears doesn't seem to fall down, hem.. an angel is holding the tears?
hehe i love you angel :)

tak sabarnyer nk blaja chording utk lagu, wee :)

new fact: fasya sudah menjadi burung hantu. ok ok, i'm lying. insomnia actually hahaXD

ntah la, i really can't sleep these days. every nite i spent almost hours and hours just trying to get a gud nite sleep, but i just can't.
ape kak aneez? nervous sbb results? yeah rite. results doesn't really conquer half of my mind at all.

daddy dh tak bagi mkn panadol.
1# reason; muntah XD
2# reason; takut addicted

whoa x mungkin nyer terjadi. everybody knows i hate panadol. i HATE pills haha
kan zaki? -_-"
oh well, oh oh! addition to my addiction, lol
not only i'm playing a persona game, i am totally hooked with persona - trinity soul series
i ave found the answer to the existence of persona 3. wee :D
anime are so awesome. haha :)

so last nite, i spent the whole nite watching persona at youtube.
wee thankeeyyooou technology! :D
whoa new word? haha, nah. its just some random word i guess.

i'm trying to upload some of the videos from the senior dinner,
credits to IRAAFFANDEE, anak sedara saya haha
XD
miyo, klu u nk betul2 tahu ape yg jadi kt dinner(bukan prom ye) tu and what happen to my HORRIBLE performance
sile2 lah rajin2kan diri anda untuk tekan video ini :D



yes miyo, i performed 2 songs actually
and it wasnt the BEST
but we've tried our BEST
thats whats important
i guess 0_0
haiya...

yg paling mcm kene tampar nyer kan, its what u said la zaki
haha
i know i know
ur just kidding around
but its the truth what.
oh well... "at least its not up to level called 'poo' "
ha-ha, very funny zaki -_-"

hari ini 20/1/08 (or shud i said yesterday -_-") adalah antara hari yang best sangat!
lagi best dari semalam dan hari2 sebelumnya :D
well duh, i'm like totally bored at home. dats why -_-"
bukannya xde keje, jln sana, anta adik, ajar dia, MEN GAMES XD, onlining etc
but bosan la. mcm xde life 0_0
thank YOU shahril for calling. even if i was about to sleep dat time -_-"
haha hey, dun judge.
i spent all the nites with no sleeps at all. so thank God at least tgh hari td i dpt rasa kepenatan GILER2 and nk jugak tido. but then suddenly he called.
hey, org dh ajak jamming, mane leh x pegi. xpe la. sacrifice tido lagi skali 0_0
dh bape ari x tido? hum... about 5 days gak ar, sebelum prom agi.

i guess dats the last time i'll be jamming with them :(
oh well
goodbye good ol days -_-
dats y we've made the best of it just now :D
we all agreed that on the senior nite, we didn't done our best
it was probably because of the last minute replacement
shahril, i noe i said dis tons of time
but i really wish u were there
-_-,

oh well, u always want what you can't have. life Rule no.2 :)
yeah i ave like tons of life Rule. daddy suka sgt lecture kitorg smpi kitorg kene wat nota 0_0

and and sorry miyo x ajak awak sebagai date saya,
i giler2 messed up sgt time tu :P

the best part of the 20/1 is dat meeting him :)
weeeeeeeee
ok, yes. i am totally falling over and over again for you XD
just don't pull me too deep, cause i'm scared i won't be able to pull myself back up cause i'm just to fond with falling down for you :)

but who cares? i dun really care if i'm REALLY am too deep
cause i'm ready
yup i am totally READY for any consequences
"every thing that you gain has its own price to be sacrifice equally"
so so, hait hait *nods*

haha blame the taxi driver today for the japanese language
XD

notes;
-the vanilla cream has been sprayed onto the ice-cream, i'm just waiting for the sprinkles and cherry to top it off, meaning mission is only 10% away from being complete :)
"apakah maksud ini?" haha x pyh tahu ok ;) oh and ini bukan game, ini hidup saya :)

-saya sudah mengalahkan Change Relic! wee :D akhirnya, saya mencapai ke top of Arqa sebelum May berakhir :D, di dlm Persona 3 ofcourse ;)

-i know that the future will never be the same again, but i WISH dat somehow it'll be different in the same old way we USED to be, can it? pretty pls :(

-saya menyesal x tgkp gmbr dgn dier tadi kt jln yang saya xkn lalui lagi :(
but even so, i somehow wish i can still walk through that road again, with him :)
haiya.. "we can never get what we really want" :)

ps: its hard to face up ahead when we can't really see what lies ahead



"am i the only one who still feel that way and fooling myself over this
or there's a meaning behind this kiss
somehow i can never find the answer
cause' you are not here
and that is just it"

lysm,mysm,nysm xoxo

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OMG
perasan je budak tu :D

mmg x sedar diri KOT :)
tolong la, cerminkan diri.
y wud i waste my precious time just for that type of person?
sedangkan byk lagi yg lebih ELOK and BAIK dari dia. haha

you know who you are.
saya ok je tanpa kamu menceroboh hidup saya la.
puh leaseeeeeee! haha gedik plak aku ni.
wtv, budak tu lagi GEDIK dari aku kot.

sayang? sacrifice? tolong ar. org mcm u ni, x lyk ckp psl syg! u x tau camne nk syg org, u sendiri x tau ape maksud syg tu. u buat sume org mcm kuli, sedang u fikir yg u ada aweks and gengs yang SYG sgt dgn u. like u the TOP stuff. pastu nk control macho, kutuk aku x psl2. eh bukak la mata tu, korek telinga tu. ramai org TGH KUTUK KO. ur like a TOY. senang dipermainkan!
so dun talk about bullshit in my face or behind my back.
yeah, i ave ears behind my bak la. KAMU tu yang BUTA.
nk award? x lyk la wei. da only award u deserve, its THE MOST WORST PERSON in the world. haha

mmg, mmg i jht skrg. so?
eleh, aku tau. time ko baca ni pon ko tgh kutuk aku.
so xyah la nk call aku and then marah2 plak.

oh mmg, betul ckp you farhah.
tapi buat apa i nk doa yang buruk and buat bende buruk kat dia.
haha PLAN u mmg bernas.
kene kan balik, tarik balik kesenangan yang i dh cipta utk dia.
but then again, dat means i wud be just like si DIA.
ewww i xnk jadi mcm DIA.
jijik seyh.. :D
jom jadi lebih BAIK dari dia la :)
oh wait, mmg kita baik, haha sebab DIA JAHAT :)
xyah la nk susah2 kan? :)

oh and btw,
klu ada kwn2 rapat aku yang terasa ke, or fikir i tgh ckp psl dia
tolong jgn perasan ok.
this is not about anybody who is really CLOSE to me.
its just some stupid person that PRASAN xleh bla nk jadi seorg yang angelic sent from heaven KUNUN nyer.

yang paling xleh bla, boleh plak dia kutuk fattah blakang dia.
oit, kwn KAU tu doe.
sengal.
haih, no matter how NERDIE you said he is, i wud rather date HIM than you :D haha
haih.. SENGAL :)

ps: tak terasa langsung i dengan apa yang u ckp.
mmg i x lawa, mmg i x pndi berckp, mmg i gemuk
mmg i xde ramai kwn, mmg i SINGLE. bodoh
apa yang KAU heran sangat hah?

notes; yang paling xleh bla, boleh dia tanya " sakit tak ati u dgn i? ok la tu, nnt u syg dgn i la"

ewww!!!
x sangka ada jugak manusia mcm tu.
oh jap, mmg ada. haha

"every time you're not here, the air is clearer to breathe"
sepoyo aku, at least aku ADA MARUAH DAN TAHU APA KEBURUKAN AKU
at least AKU SEDAR SAPE DIRI AKU
nobody is perfect la
ur worst than the good u think u are
i'm not saying i'm good,
but i noe my specials and weaknesses
so SHUT UP

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Sunday, January 18, 2009 1:22 AM
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apa lagi yang kau nak dari aku?
aku dah penat la!
seumur hidup aku, aku cuba nk puaskan ati kau
but then bila aku pndg tempat lain sekejap je.
just for once i slip real hard from you.

ya Allah, tolonglah...
jangan Kau jatuhkan bebanan lagi. aku dah penat nk menahan derita ni.

i think the more i pull myself together, the more i break myself apart to pieces.

AH! malas ar nk pikir.
menangis air mata darah pun tak berguna gak. so why shud i waste my time?

notes; 16 january 2008
senior night
class of 2008
tonite, i conquer one of my fear
fear of being embarassed in front of everybody
fear of making myself look like a clown
fear of fooling myself
but then i realised
i have fooled myself long before i know
i have made myself look patheticly fool
so why shud i even care?
so i cast away every feeling inside of me and told myself
"lets be a fool and be PROUD of it"
lol

like i said,
it wasn't the best
and...
huh...
wtv it is...
its done..
UAD, thank you.
thnk you for the opportunity
hope u enjoy urself.
we know it wasn't the best but..
it was the first for u guys, so congrats
cheers

selama beberapa bulan ni,
saya menahan perasaan saya.
tonite, i'll forgive myself for this.
so, go ahead my little sepet eyes.
go do your thing..
haha pelik2

ps; i'm not that good dalam bak memujuk.
tpi saya ok dlm menasihati mana yang betul dan salah
so, sorry ek put. i'll help u guys ok.

saya kdg2 berharap sgt, yang klu saya boleh tlg kwn2 saya utk perbaiki hidup mereka dan diorg berbahagia, kenapa tidak saya?
kenapa bila saya cuba baiki diri dan hidup saya, segala usaha saya mcm dicampak ke tong sampah? saya ni sampah ke? ya Allah.. ampuni aku kerana berckp begitu..
saya cuma berharap saya dapat merasai secebis kebahagiaan hidup.
kerana apa yang saya alami sekarang, hanya kepahitan.

xpe la... Allah menguji..
haih... xpernah penat plak air mata ni..

bilakah bende ni akn berakhir?
bilakah kedamaian dapat dikecapi menjadi penyelesaian?

"i try not to think about it but i think about it just by nt thinking about it."

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aku benci biler seseorg moody pastu marah x tentu psl

biler dier ada problem, dier lpskan geram dia dgn org yang tak bersalah dan xde kene mengena dgn masalah dia.
sape jadi mangsa?? aku jugak

sialan punya ABG.

trust me, hormat aku terhdp dier dh VANISHED. dia sepatutnya jadi contoh untuk kami. tpi klu x berguna, buat pe nak jadi contoh?

angah... i miss you.
along masih dengan perangai lama dia la...
badan ni dah penat nk thn di pukul, di caci dan di maki.

ughh! wtv.. i really can't wait to get out of here.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

and yes atok, this is a song. lol
suke perli org. well atok xde can lagi dh! haha :D
Run - Leona Lewis


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dh lama saya nk buat bende ni, and post tpi disebabkan kemalasan dan masalah yang tertanggung, bende ni tertunggak dan dilupakan.
but then biler pndg balik dtg, terasa plak nk wat.. so,

the night of rendervous
the best might turned out the worst but
every sadness has its own reasons
jadi saya nak bersyukur jugak la
wlpn regret
tpi xkn bende yg gembira seperti aving fun with friends nk regret?
mcm x bersyukur kan?
itu bukan fasya yang sebenar.
tidak elok, tidak baik.
ps; ye kami huduh, but thats just who we are.
totally imperfectly perfect. heh
muka MMG xleh bla lol
rendah diri seyh... sume kwn2 i lagi lawa dri i :(
lol :D

tonite, well rite now is 6 am. so dh friday la kan lol
as i were saying, for tonite.
i'm hoping for the best of it
it might not be the best
since well.. i ave my reasons..
god.. giler frust ari ni.
dunia ni sungguh cemburu pd kita biler kita dpt kecapi kegembiraan kan?
xpe la, bak pepatah si 'mickey'
"ini dugaan dari Allah"
lol sengal.. mcm la aku x tau 0_0 haha

notes; i can't and i don't lie. so seriously, i am not ok. lol :D
jot... i need you :(

ps; Hero, hero.. where are you? :( i need your strength rite now. pls dun leave me hanging. i'm on my own, all alone :(

"it all comes back to your eyes, for that is where i see your real smiles "

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Friday, January 16, 2009 12:51 AM
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hidup oh hidup.

just when you feel that you're rising up, you crashed real HARD to the ground.
mmg BIJAK
ntah la.. semakin penat dengan karenah dunia dan HIDUP ni.

it seems that it doesn't really want us to fly high enough. and IT despise us so much
when we just stay on the ground.

ok i am totally babble-ing rite now
probably because i cudn't sleep but i am totally TIRED

ok, walau pape pon, saya berbangga dan gembira kerana dalam keadaan saya macam ni, ada jugak yang menerima saya dan mengambik saya sebagai ahli kumpulan band diorg. hehe :)

yes ppl, its time to reveal the truth. well sooner or later they're gonna find out jugak psl bende ni, so wt the heck kan?

currently the name of the band is;

Up and Down ( haha unik kan? XD )
well band ni dh lama dh tertubuh but then suddenly they ask me to join them as well
band ni x famous
band ni x pernah perform
diorg klu perform hanya among friends
but because of me ( cewah nk bangga plak)
i ask them to come out of the shadow, thats why they ask me to guide them to the rite path.
ceh SENGAL je aku ni. lol
we're currently trying to update the logo since i'm in. haha
and we, meaning I, lol are still trying to compose songs.
no we're not INDIE band. they hate that. haha

well thats all for now. i'll spare the dets and all later. can't have you ruining the fun can you? haha XD
ok honestly, i tot i wasn't needed in this band anyway. i tot it was just like for one night but i was really touched by their hard work and the way they treated me. i mean, they really persuaded me and all. fuh.. terharu :')

i VOW not to ever waste anyone unintendedly anymore. i WILL apprecite until the last breath i take. last week i didn't post much about what really happen. so i'm gonna repay that by posting this.

tada!!!
haha say hello to amirul/ afiq/ miyo :)
he's always there when i need him. well almost. haha
thank you for the ride that day. if it wasn't for you, i duduk je kot kt taxi stand tu smpi mlm
biasa la org dh blur dan terlalu emo. mcm tu la jadi nya haha
SENGAL XD

miyo i hope you're readin this. i know you are :)
miyo seorang pengasih dan penyayang
haha asal bunyi mcm poyo je.
x.. betul.. x tipu. tanyer kwn2 dier yg lain. kan atok?
eh jgn tanya atok! atok akn jeles! haha XD
juz kidding my friends
dia juga seorg yang menasihati
tanpa dia, mungkin saya masih terkapai2.
:)
dia juga seorg yang ceria walaupun dlm kesedihan.
dia melindungi perasaan nya di balik gurauan nya.
seperti saya. haha XD
tapi.....
dia amat berbahaya biler menjadi hyper GILER
haha XD

ps; sesuai kan gmbr2 ni dgn caption dia? haha :)
saya mmg seorg yang PRASAN genius lol

maafkan saya 'abe' kerana menjadi mangsa. haha
baiklah hutang saya sudah langsai. weee :)
janji sudah ditepatikan? :)
yey! kan saya dah ckp? saya dah berubah. tpi klu ada janji yang tak dpt ditepati tu,
jangan salahkan saya. kerana ada hikmah di sebalik nya.

notes; another night i can't sleep. i spent like 3 hours trying to sleep but i cudn't even if i'm tired. so i decided to wake up and online. never tot that i wud online the whole nite smpi x tido lgsg.
sah ini mesti demam berjangkit dgn jojot. haha :D
jot! ari sabtu ni gi tgk wyg!
cpt! tarik farah dri sangkar emas ni!
ari rabu je farah nyer piano. plssssss :)
and jom cari keje nk? haha i mean like REAL job la.
kamu jgn main2 dgn saya. cium baru tau! haha XD

" you never failed to pushed me off balance but you are always there to pulled me up again"

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when i was on my way from mall last week
i saw a rainbow. a BIG one
ok bukan nk jakun
but its been awhile since i went out and see rainbow. u dun see rainbow everyday rite?
klu ada org yg dpt tgk ari2 tu, kamu bertuah le. bukan macam SAYA
so shut up, heh

ave u ever seen sumfing so amazingly wonderful
i dunno why. but i'm attracted to these clouds
berkepul-kepul
its pretty
and time ni bukan nk maghrib ok, its still 5 sumfing.
mcm cotton candy lak :9
haha but seriously, i guess i'm into scenery these days
hem..
beyond the horizon
heh, xde kene mengena.
i love this pic because, the light of the sun still shines strong even if
its being covred by big clouds.
perasan atau tidak?
awan2 tu mcm membentuk mcm separuh bulat
:)
time ni kene pergi skola izzat, SRKS 18
haha dh la x tido masa tu, wat keje mama satu mlm. pening 8D
xpe la, at least survive gak.
what i'm proud about is dat the teachers there still remember me :)
" eh farah ek?"
" assalamualaikum cikgu, sihat cikgu?"
" sihat alhamdulillah, dh lain dh awak skrg! hampir2 x kenal td. ni farah yang nyanyi and nari tu kan?? la dulu rugged, skrg dh lain! kamu buat pe kat sini?"
" oh nk byr kan duit yuran adik saya"
"adik kamu kelas mana?"
"ahmad zul izzat kelas 5 bakawali cikgu"
" ya allah, tu kelas cikgu la! "
haha pn zaharah, is still the same. and pn fazillah came along when she saw me
well i'm close to pn fazillah more since sarah, her daughter was in the same batch with me
god where are u sarah! i miss u :D

the best part is dat, i feel thankful dat i insisted on being active during my time at srks 18
my parents keep pushing me studying until i don't have my social life
thanks to kakya :), i finally get to join some clubs dat shows my talents
so menyanyi, bercerita, menari, men music
adalah trademark utk cikgu2 di sana ingat siapa farah syafiqah
:)

primary schools are different
especially the stool, the chairs and tables
haha
even the corridor
it looks much more smaller now that we've grown up
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trust me, this is not a chair
this is a table
and tinggi dier takat atas lutut je
itu baru meja
belum agi kerus
pendek. haha XD
corridor pon kecik and x luas
trust me, klu kt skola menengah, at least ketinggian corridor dier
takat atas my chest.
this? i cud even jump down from this floor. haha XD
not that i wud. lol

ok! satu bende yg mmg CAUGHT my eyes giler2 ar
while i was waiting for the teachers to go into the class so dat i can pay the fees
i was boringly watching the sky and the kids.
saw izzat's friends staring at me for no reason. weirdly enough. lol
and saw few of my friends' brothers
haha my batch klu lelaki, byk adik dier kwn dgn izzat plak. haha
so senang la nk kacau diorg kt umah diorg :D
ok ok bak to my point! 0_0
while i was waiting, i saw this ONE boy
why he caught my eyes? because he was doing the exact same thing i always do when i'm in class at primary.
gossip? no, talking? no, copying others ppl works? no
he was sitting ALL alone.
he sat all alone beside the window and just stare at other ppls.
while everybody has their own group, playing chatting etc
he was left all alone with no one to talk.
giler, bring tears to my eyes doe.. :(
this reminds me of this one song


There's a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something she's hiding
And she cant find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry

haih.. sedih seyh ingat balik masa yang lalu...
huh..

notes; dulu saya rugged, konon nyer la
tpi skrg cikgu kata saya nmpk sopan and solehah. haha pelik2
iye ke? rasenyer x kot. haha masih lagi tomboish nyer..
oh well, thats just me. what u see is what u get babeh ;)

ps: jot!!!! nk gi mid valley gak! :(
waaaa

" nothing is ever complete when you are not here with me"

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whoah! kamu tag saya biler saya x update XD

ps: rindu dgr kamu berceloteh di BLOG XD haha


1.The last person to tag you was ?
fazraaaaaaaa :D

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
rakan se blog ;)

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her ?
suke dgr dier celoteh kt blog :D
dier lawa :D
masih dlm percubaan dlm baking XD
lawak sgt :)
ceria selalu ;)

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you ?
dier peminat pertama blog saya kot XD

5. The most memorable words that he/she has said to you ?
"nice blog :)" haha XD

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
kami berdua bukan les la! XD
haha
x mungkin akn berlaku kot, kan fazra ;)

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
haha bak pepatah fazraa " bodyglove sama dia" haha XD
nah bende ni pon xmungkin akn berlaku
kami berdua baik :D

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on....
0_0
fazra, kamu leh transform jadi laki ke? haha XD

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
sebab dier comel sgt kot XD haha
saman sama dia XD

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her are..
baca blog dier smpi tergelak2 XD

11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
i like her alot :)

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
define ppl

13. Who is your ideal ?
them :)

14 What do you hate about yourself ?
emotional kot XD

15. For the people who care for you and like you, say something about them
they're the ONE in MILLION ppl
unique
and effing COOL/hot/Handsome/Sexy/Beautiful
totally undescribable :)
that is THEM :)

16. 5 people to tag answer:

-nuha
-tini
-queeny
-syyrul
-najwa



THE RULES:
1) Put your iTunes,WMP or etc on shuffle
2) For each quest, press the next button to get your answer
3) You must write down the song's name NO MATTER how silly it sounds
4) Put any comments in bracket after the song name
5) Put this on your journal/blog

1- If someone says, “Is this okay ?” … you say ?
- crazy for you. (asal sengal sgt XD)

2- How would you describe yourself?
-
ku ingin kamu ( hem dats sounds abit rite. yeah its rite. i am devoting myself to this one guy. totally rite :D )

3- What do you like in a girl ?
- hot in here - nelly
( haha well, who can stand a hot bodilicoius and bodacious girl rite? haha XD )

4- How do you feel today ?
-
kalis rindu ( haha betul2, saya tgh rindu!!! :D )

5- What is your life’s purpose ?
-
connected - cassidy laden ( haha lagu barbie and the diamond castle. ok songs about friendship. dats good i guess haha )

6- What is your motto ?
-
stranger inside you - hilary duff ( hem, true. i see a stranger inside this one person, so i dun wanna end up being like that )

7- What do your friends think of you ?
-
can't hold us down - christina aguilera ( :D sape tau lagu ni, akn ckp ye kot ;) )

8- What do you think of your parents ?
-
hot and cold ( haha XD maybe )

9- What do you think about very often ?
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i'm only me when i'm with you - taylor swift ( i miss u my love :) )

10- What is 2 + 2 ?
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lie about us - avant ( Pathetic. Haha :D )

11- What do you think of your best friend ?
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unbelievable - craig david ( awww sesuai sgt la! :D yes ppl, u are unbelievable )

12- What do you think of the person you like ?
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crush - david archuleta ( 0_0 ok, this media player really reads my mind la XD )

13- What is your life story ?
- fly on the wall - miley cyrus
( betul2, shuh shuh! i hate paparazzi XD )

14- What do you want to be when you grow up ?
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love story - taylor swift ( yes yes! i want my romeo to propose me so dat i ave my OWN love story :D )

15- What do you think of when you see the person you like ?
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back at one - brian mcknight ( what i said? this media player has it owns mind :D, and yes this is true :) )

16- What will you dance to at your wedding ?
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mesmerize - jarule ft ashanti ( hem, xde kene mengene but psl love song jugak ni :D )

17- What will they play at your funeral ?
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big girls - fergie ( hem, yeah. i'm gonna miss u guys like a child misses her blanket but i've gotta move on :D )

18- What is your hobby/interest ?
- love of my life - erykah badu
( admiring my love from a far? very true, that is so one of my hobbies )

19- What is your biggest fear ?
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gossip folks - missy elliot ( wrong, i dislike gossip ppls )

20- What is your biggest secret ?
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rising sun - dbsk ( haha dun really get dat but i love this song cause its good for dancing! )

21- What do you think of your friends ?
- never gonna fly - clique girlz
( hem, just some of my friends yg dh dritfted apart and forgotten me giler2, mana amirul azrin ek? budak lupa daratan betul.... )

22- What will you post this as ?
- say ok - vanessa hudgens
( nah, not gonna happen :D dh ltk dah title tag by fazraa, so xnk tuka! :D)

I'm gonna tag ;
-sesiapa yang x pernah buat agi
silalah buat :D
its kinda amazingly weird but fun :D

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009 12:01 AM
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yey!!!!!
i officially declared my phne line is bak on track! XD

last saturday ( was it saturday? or was it friday? zaki!!! i forgot! 0,0 )
oh jap! i remember, it was friday. yup the day that i feel so BUMMED. i want to swear but nah.. i'm just wasting my time. haha
ok cop cop! bak to my main point.

last friday, had this WAY bizarre lightning. thank god i already close the adsl modem but didn't realize it affected our phone line. so for the whole 3 days we were out of line. so no INTERNET.

ok i said this like loads of time to u zaki but trust me. even my bro said the same thing. LIFE IS SO BORING without internet. haha
its just boring. its not that i'm dying of it anyway. i spent the whole 3 days playing ddr and PERSONA 3. i swear to u. this game is undescribable!

damn!!!! even my bros were so into it when i was playing XD

thank you akira emiya

hope ur satisfied with dat :D
well talk later, i'm hungry!
:D

toodles!

notes; izzat kate my hair looks like mitsuru. i'll take dat as a compliment :D haha

fasya telah bertuka menjadi sengal GAMES :D

ps; jojot!!! i miss u :D
ira! happy one monthiversary with put! :D
and atok notty! pikir yg bukan2 haha :D
miss u guys lorh... biler nk hangout betul2 :(

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Monday, January 12, 2009 10:14 PM
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new fact:

" farah FEELING GILER men sims 2 0,0"

yeah, just now, i spent my last nite here in maklong's hse by onlining and watching jojot playing sims2. but then she invited me to join as well. never tot i wud be so into IT SO MUCH 0_0

oh another new fact #2: even in a virtual game, i am a BIG LOSER in relationships. likewise in real life. doi... 0_0 every relationship i try to build up in sims 2, end up guys becaming more uninterested with me. wtf?

haha ye, saya pelik.
but dats me. so wtv....

ps: ada lagu paramore plak dlm sims 2! haha sorry ar. x pernah men the sims or sims or wtv yg ad. lol
eventhou diorg nyer bahasa mcm pelik but, haha 0_0
at least they got one thing rite; dude!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh new fact #3: i'm addicted to games -_-" sengal....

and there's few of the character that me and jojot played in the game, look ALOT like someone i know and close. giler sengal, i'm in love with a virtual character :|
why? sebab he's exactly the same yet i can still hit on him haha :D

lol, ok all above are crap, esp the last one. so move on! and forget sahaja.
anggap fasya sudah jadi mengong sedikit
0_0

mybe ari ni akn bak to normal? who knows....

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Friday, January 9, 2009 5:08 AM
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against all odds

plss
just tell me if u dun need me anymore
i noe i shudn't jump to conclusions but it hurts. it hurt so bad dat it cuts so deep..
i'm falling so hard dat i dun even mind at all..

pls, just say it is so.
i dun wanna bother anyone anymore.
no, no just stop! i'm not that strong. so pls, just stop.

i want a new chance but i dun think i deserve it and will eva gonna get it.
i can't see it anymore.
i'm sick of this.
no matter how much i believe...u never believe in it anymore. why?
or u do? i dunno. i noe u do.. but why?

god why am i asking all this question. shit snap out of it farah!
huh..

I AM A TOTAL FOOL FOR EVERYBODY these days..

sah, aku akn dibunuh oleh ibu bapa aku x lama lagi.
and can u both for once! stop talking about him !
uggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

notes;

smpi hati atok doakan macam tu. itu ayah saya yang atok doakan
kejatuhan dia melibatkan keluarga kami jugak.
sampai ati. selama saya pandang tinggi kt atok, hormat dgn atok wlpun atok byk menyakitkan ati org, ati maklong, seksa arwah nenek masa dia hidup..saya masih lagi sayang atok..
tpi setelah apa yang berlaku.. sampai ati atok..
kami merana kerana doa atok tau x!
saya... penat dan sedih..

tpi xpe, biarlah Allah bls..
Allah sentiasa akan bantu pihak yang benar. saya percaya dan tunggu.
ya Allah, tolong la bukak kan mata2 hati yang BUTA tu
agar mereka sedar dan TAUBAT.

tolong...tolonglah...

ps; i can't lie, but i keep inside too many things.
i hope i won't blow up. and i'm sorry farhah, for not calling u and telling u how i feel these days.
i noe...ur my bestmate...and i shudn't dump myself too hard..
trust me, i'll be fine. hey independent has its own cost. so this is the price i pay. sigh..

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Wanita Cantik yg suka Menangis...

Seorang anak laki-laki kecil bertanya kepada ibunya "Mengapa engkau menangis?"
"Kerana aku seorang wanita", kata sang ibu kepadanya.


"Aku tidak mengerti", kata anak itu.


Ibunya hanya memeluknya dan berkata, "Dan kau tak akan pernah mengerti"
Kemudian anak laki-laki itu bertanya kepada ayahnya, "Mengapa ibu suka menangis tanpa alasan?"
"Semua wanita menangis tanpa alasan", hanya itu yang dapat dikatakan oleh ayahnya.


Anak laki-laki kecil itu pun lalu tumbuh menjadi seorang laki-laki dewasa, tetap ingin tahu mengapa wanita menangis.


Akhirnya ia menghubungi Tuhan, dan ia bertanya, "Tuhan, mengapa wanita begitu mudah menangis?"


Allah berfirman:



"Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa.

Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia; namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan "

"Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya "

"Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh "

"Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya "

"Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk mendukung suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya "

"Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahwa seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya tanpa ragu"

"Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan.


Ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan bilapun ia perlukan.

"

taken from sarah, my exschoolmate 18

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