happy 17th birthdayi messed up. i screwed it up.
all of it. everything. every single thing in my entire life.
i knew that this was coming.
from the beginning.
but it was too late.
everything has been made.
it was too much. i don't blame. i didn't listen. so i deserve this. i try to see the good in life, but good things in life are hard to find. but reasons for this would come up soon. i hope.
-they lost hope. they lost faith. they're more than dissappointed. they don't care anymore. they see nothing in me.
-i'm not their daughter anymore. i'm worthless. i'm pointless. i'm disrespectful. i have no future to them.
-no more school, no need for SPM, no tuition, no life.
-don't talk to him, don't see him, don't speak of him, don't call him, can't be with him.
-bye bye malaysia
-again, no celebration.
Labels: famiglia, my voice, sadness
Saturday, November 1, 2008 4:27 PM Posted by — Fasya Ibrahim.
I don't express my feeling well.
but i can be emotional as easy as heartless :)
I'm slow, so do be patient with me.
I like taking photos
I don't have alot of things to say,
I listen and nod.
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