i'm falling to pieces. everyone can see it.
i'm a big show. i'm your freak. i'm your entertainment for greatest drama.
as my world is crashing down. everything just flashback of everything i've done.
i realised something.
i didn't do well enough.
i didn't push hard.
i screw it up on my own.
i got myself to blame.
how to get up after a big huge fall out.
i'm still wondering..
can i just give up.. and be a total loser..
cause i'm fed up of being half loser and winner. i lose yet i keep on trying.
its so stupid..
lets just cry.. cry cry cry..
and no, i'm not going to class today. screw bel midterm. screw anything else in this world. nothing means anything anymore..
ps; yes i'm depressed. live with it.
Labels: uitm life
Posted by — Fasya Ibrahim.