Goodbye For nowBismillahirrahmanirahim..
ya Allah ,
semoga perjalanan ku pergi dan pulang berjalan dengan lancar.
semoga ku selamat pergi dan balik.
Kau jauhikanlah kami dari segala bala bencana, hasad dengki dan pancaroba.
Berikanlah kami kekuatan dan ketenteraman bagi menempuh segala dugaan dan cabaran di masa hadapan.
dan permudahkanlah urusan2 kami, juga rakan2 kami.
lindungilah mereka semasa ketiadaan kami.
Ya Allah, love them as I love them.
amin..
i don't wanna make a long post.
some may talk shit again about me.
notes;
-what i want and what i need, doesn't really seem to matter anymore to my family...
-i hate burdening people, so i don't usually tell my friends how suckish my life is.
i do feel sick and tired for keeping it inside. is it wrong to not tell anyone?
is it wrong to just fakely smile and walk away rather than ruining other's happiness?
i mean, world has too much pain, they have they're own problem,
why should i add more to theirs?
-would the world be better off without me?
- i don't want to make another mistake.
i'm scared.. i don't want to hurt anyone anymore.
i don't care if i'm hurt, but not anybody else.
not them.... please...just...pleasee...
- i saw that small teddy. and i remember what shahril said.
unappreciated huh? i definitely truly love.
sucks being the good person.
notetoself; AVOID LOVE
-farhah, i'm sorry...
i'm sorry to everybody..
because...
huh... i'm sorry..thats it..
ps; " all this while, i was afraid i'll be all alone.
but deep inside i know, I WAS ALWAYS ALONE. "
ya Allah ,
semoga perjalanan ku pergi dan pulang berjalan dengan lancar.
semoga ku selamat pergi dan balik.
Kau jauhikanlah kami dari segala bala bencana, hasad dengki dan pancaroba.
Berikanlah kami kekuatan dan ketenteraman bagi menempuh segala dugaan dan cabaran di masa hadapan.
dan permudahkanlah urusan2 kami, juga rakan2 kami.
lindungilah mereka semasa ketiadaan kami.
Ya Allah, love them as I love them.
amin..
i don't wanna make a long post.
some may talk shit again about me.
notes;
-what i want and what i need, doesn't really seem to matter anymore to my family...
-i hate burdening people, so i don't usually tell my friends how suckish my life is.
i do feel sick and tired for keeping it inside. is it wrong to not tell anyone?
is it wrong to just fakely smile and walk away rather than ruining other's happiness?
i mean, world has too much pain, they have they're own problem,
why should i add more to theirs?
-would the world be better off without me?
- i don't want to make another mistake.
i'm scared.. i don't want to hurt anyone anymore.
i don't care if i'm hurt, but not anybody else.
not them.... please...just...pleasee...
- i saw that small teddy. and i remember what shahril said.
unappreciated huh? i definitely truly love.
sucks being the good person.
notetoself; AVOID LOVE
-farhah, i'm sorry...
i'm sorry to everybody..
because...
huh... i'm sorry..thats it..
ps; " all this while, i was afraid i'll be all alone.
but deep inside i know, I WAS ALWAYS ALONE. "
~thegirlwhofightsonherown
FARAH
FARAH
Labels: PROBS
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 11:58 PM Posted by — Fasya Ibrahim.
I don't express my feeling well.
but i can be emotional as easy as heartless :)
I'm slow, so do be patient with me.
I like taking photos
I don't have alot of things to say,
I listen and nod.
Background from tumblr x.x 
All images posted can be found @ MidstNight.tumblr.com
