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he did said that we will never see each other again.
i was in the car, you were walking down the stairs.
our eyes met.
did you saw me like i saw you?
what did you felt?
what did i felt?
but that smile of yours.
that same ol' smile.
always has a meaning behind it.
i know that you could see me.
i know that you saw me.
but i just don't know what were you thinking at that moment, and what did you felt.
i didn't know how to respond to it myself.
speechless,clueless,blank.
totally emotionless.
and with that incident, memories flashing through my mind again.
i shouldn't get teary by this moment, but eventually i did.
it's hard to understand.
it's like it reminding me of the time where i look at you from afar.
i guess thats just it.
thats just my life.
watching someone that i love from afar.
but never right there next to them.
as painful as it is, it is the truth that i have been facing all my life.
am i destined to be alone?
~lost
FASYA
Labels: sadness, what i think
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 4:34 AM
Posted by — Fasya Ibrahim.
Posted by — Fasya Ibrahim.